WHEEEE!!!

parents coming home soon. ):
how i wish that they never come home.
cos they made yesterday night oh so horribbbleeee and terribbbleeee.

i seriously cannot stand it anymore. i cant even get a moment of silence in my room when im trying to sleep. you want to scold her, CAN, just dont do it in the bedroom when im trying to sleep. did you all ever think about how i felt? i wasnt the one at fault, and yet im the one who has to suffer through all the scoldings. i have to sit down there and pretend that nothing has happened. do you think i like it? you guys just keep going like nobody's business. you know how many times i have thought of leaving this place and just never come back at all? did you even notice that after you stopped scolding her i went out of the room to cry? did you even notice that i was crying at all? did you notice that i stayed out of that room for half an hour, spending my time crying? you guys didnt even know, didnt even CARE. like for goodness sake, can you spare a thought for me, that im trying to sleep. just because i dont say anything doesnt mean that im fine. all i wanted was just to sleep and have some peace in the house, is that too much to ask from you all?

Labels: Emotions, Reflections