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Friday, April 24, 2009
Rainbow after a Rain
There is always a rainbow after a thunderstorm.
Somehow, that saying doesn't seem to really apply to real life huh. So I guess it's those random fairy tale happily ever after endings which never do happen. And here I am, stuck in kindergarten, wishing that things would just go back to normal. But then again, what is normal. Back to what we were before, pretending to lead a happily life when some of us are just crying inside? For what, to make everyone know that we are normal and a bunch of happily ever after fairytale characters?
Words said never made such an impact onto me. Sentences just keep repeating and repeating over in my head and no matter how hard I try to fight it off, it just doesn't seem to be working. It just chants over and over again in my brain, and it makes me think and think and think, it makes me feel as if I have been wasting my time all this while.
And I know I haven't been the bestfriend to you for these past few days. And yes I mean you, and you know who you are. I thought it was easy to stay in the centre, being on good terms with both sides but it's not as simple as I think. I guess my human nature just makes me drift off course again, and I seem to underestimate my feelings. I always thought I could manage to keep a clear head, no matter what the scenario, take a step back, see the big picture. But at times like this I feel like a little kid, unsure or anything to do at all. But yet, at times where I'm alone, I manage to see the big picture. Subconsciously, I remember how you stood up for me, sacrificed for me and all that I can do is just this. And I feel really lousy. It might be too late to do anything now, I don't know. But at least there would be pretty memories that I can take with me.
And now, all that I can do is just to pray that things would work out, somehow.
Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel
Somehow, that saying doesn't seem to really apply to real life huh. So I guess it's those random fairy tale happily ever after endings which never do happen. And here I am, stuck in kindergarten, wishing that things would just go back to normal. But then again, what is normal. Back to what we were before, pretending to lead a happily life when some of us are just crying inside? For what, to make everyone know that we are normal and a bunch of happily ever after fairytale characters?
Words said never made such an impact onto me. Sentences just keep repeating and repeating over in my head and no matter how hard I try to fight it off, it just doesn't seem to be working. It just chants over and over again in my brain, and it makes me think and think and think, it makes me feel as if I have been wasting my time all this while.
And I know I haven't been the bestfriend to you for these past few days. And yes I mean you, and you know who you are. I thought it was easy to stay in the centre, being on good terms with both sides but it's not as simple as I think. I guess my human nature just makes me drift off course again, and I seem to underestimate my feelings. I always thought I could manage to keep a clear head, no matter what the scenario, take a step back, see the big picture. But at times like this I feel like a little kid, unsure or anything to do at all. But yet, at times where I'm alone, I manage to see the big picture. Subconsciously, I remember how you stood up for me, sacrificed for me and all that I can do is just this. And I feel really lousy. It might be too late to do anything now, I don't know. But at least there would be pretty memories that I can take with me.
And now, all that I can do is just to pray that things would work out, somehow.
Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel
Labels: Emotions, Reflections
Thursday, April 23, 2009
HollOywood.
Word of the Day: Holloywood.
If you can't spot the mistake, then you're dumb. Like it's quite obvious eh? Guess who spelt it..... The Oh-so-Magnificent(though not as magnificent as me) Leong Yan Yi. Smartness spelt Hollywood as Holloywood. Such wonderful spelling!
Ok, I'm supposed to be at tuition now or at least studying for chemistry test, which is tomorrow. But the inner pig in me is acting up right now, refusing to get my big fat blob of an ass off the chair. Oh well, I still HAVE to go for tuition anyway. Cos I'm the Kumon Baby(as according to mag). LOL.
Beatrice the future America's Next Top Model or better still, the cover girl of FHM.
She is DEMURE and FEMININE. WOW. Such potential model qualities within her.
If you can't spot the mistake, then you're dumb. Like it's quite obvious eh? Guess who spelt it..... The Oh-so-Magnificent(though not as magnificent as me) Leong Yan Yi. Smartness spelt Hollywood as Holloywood. Such wonderful spelling!
Ok, I'm supposed to be at tuition now or at least studying for chemistry test, which is tomorrow. But the inner pig in me is acting up right now, refusing to get my big fat blob of an ass off the chair. Oh well, I still HAVE to go for tuition anyway. Cos I'm the Kumon Baby(as according to mag). LOL.
Beatrice the future America's Next Top Model or better still, the cover girl of FHM.
She is DEMURE and FEMININE. WOW. Such potential model qualities within her.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Ben&Jerry Free Cone Day
Today was Ben&Jerry Free Cone Day. So being the typical Singaporeans that we were, of course we just HAD to go down there and get a free scoop. But sadly, we went to United Square which was seriously FLOODED with people. Practically the entire floor was filled with people(well, mainly students). So we decided to "flaunt our wealth" and BUY ice-cream instead of queueing up like aunties at a hawker centre, just to get that miserable amount of ice-cream, though it is free. And my sister got 3 cones of ice-cream cos she went to the one at the zoo! Next time must be smarter, go to the ulu-ulu places. They should open a Ben&Jerry at Pulau Ubin or something. That should be ulu enough.
So here are the pictures! Ok, tilt your head 90degrees to the left/right/up/down(my sense of direction sucks) cos I'm simply too lazy to rotate all of them. Careful you don't get neck cramps though.
Cabby! You so hungry till you have to eat your spoon? I know you havemetal teeth braces but still!
Esther, the potential of a sales person advertising plastic spoons!
Me, being the retard that I am. I look constipated! Gosh!
Mabel is acting baby! Okay, maybe because she is too shy to show her teeth without her braces.
So here are the pictures! Ok, tilt your head 90degrees to the left/right/up/down(my sense of direction sucks) cos I'm simply too lazy to rotate all of them. Careful you don't get neck cramps though.
Cabby! You so hungry till you have to eat your spoon? I know you have
Esther, the potential of a sales person advertising plastic spoons!
Me, being the retard that I am. I look constipated! Gosh!
Sophia! Stop playing peek-a-boo! So childish!
Mabel is acting baby! Okay, maybe because she is too shy to show her teeth without her braces.
Group shot! And like one shot of the ice-cream before it's devoured by monsters us.
Mabel I can see your teeth now! Looks kind of weird. Like seriously, every time she talks or laugh or anything. I'm reminded of Charyl's teeth cos they look EXACTLY the same. So it proves that braces make you have prototype teeth! Unoriginality. And I have this urge to colour Mabel's teeth to make it seem like there's braces.
It's a roller coaster ride of emotions, reflections and everything else for the past few days. Thankfully, I have people around me who help to keep me going and all. And surprisingly, it comes from those people who I have never expected it from. The very lame lame jokes, conversations which make me laugh like a 5-year-old-kid, and random sentences which crack me up.
"Pick food court to go and eat, cos it's the cheapest. And somemore, you are buying me lunch. I'm helping you to save money."
HAHAHAHAHA LOL.
Labels: Beanz, Emotions, Random, School
Sunday, April 19, 2009
One Way, Jesus.
Went to church today after quite some time. Message was pretty thought-provoking. Made me think about how ready I actually to defend God, how strong is my faith. And I'm glad to say that my faith is pretty strong. Though haven't been going there for some time, I sort of do quiet-time. Ok, actually its not technically quiet time cos I don't refer to the bible and stuff. But there are some questions in my head all the time questioning and doubting my faith towards God. And I've been praying. And signed up for church camp, hoping to be able to renew my faith and all the other yadayada with God.
Okay fine, my faith is not that strong. Cos now I'm damn fucking pissed and irritated. FuckTheWorld. How I wish my house would have a Black Hole right now and swallow me.
-rolls eyes like crazy-
Labels: Church, Reflections
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Concert?
HOHO. My parents are now going to watch this concert! It's my mum's birthday present from me! Okay, actually it came free with the phone when I bought it. So I just gave it to my parents since I was totally not interested in it as I have no idea whotheheck this woman is.
So now, I'm alone at home and its damn freaking warm! GAH! I'm perspiring like CRAZY.
Labels: Random
Friday, April 17, 2009
ZHAO PIANS!
Esther:"What's your problem man?"
Mugging. Well, sort of.
YanYi! Your hand is vanishing into thin air! :O
HOHOHO. My MC to leave school early!
EnQi and her bruise bruise! Now I also have. Your fault!
They were supposed to be mugging! But they JUST had to laugh.
THIS is what I mean by mugging.
International Friendship Day.
The "Attractive" prizes and Mabel's macaroni mixed fruits with mayonnaise sauce.
How. Attractive.
The "Attractive" prizes with cabby's Mango with sticky rice.
Mango yes, sticky rice NO. Big NONONONO.
I learnt something new today!
Myanmar became an independent state on 4th January 1948.
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